Gotta start finding that momentum back again. And it sucks to take that first step well cause it’s always the hardest. BOO.

But hey, gotta start loving my body again. Love yourself, and the others will follow suit.

Bad thing is I’m gonna look like a whale in Langkawi la. Shit. 2 more weeks and I’ll have a short getaway waiting for me! Which reminds me I’ve not really plan anything yet! Erhem, great.

But I’m not so sure of being a good wife. Hmmm.

HAHA!

I don’t get it.

Why do some people have to make such a big hoo-ha over their own break up with their bf/gf? Why do they have to announced it to the whole wide world in regardless of whether are we even interested to find out about that or not? And by WWW, I literally mean that. Oh boy, the person literally used up all the possible mediums that I can think of to convey that message.

For what?

To let everyone know about your own sob story? To gain sympathy votes by making yourself look like a victim? To use that as a platform to bridge the distance between you and your “friends” whom you don’t even bothered to keep in contact with when you were attached?

That, is just pathetic.

Grow Up. We aren’t in high school anymore. Be a gentleman, act like someone of your age. Yes, the person might really do something really really hurtful to you during the span of your relationship but if he/she is really that sort of person, then don’t stoop down to their level. Just wrapped it all up and chucked it to a side if you really can’t manage a proper goodbye. Why do all these?

Calling names, jumping at every opportunity that you can get to say the story to other people. This plan of yours is seriously backfiring like no other.

Don’t forget the person that you hate so much now is the person you fell in love with at the very first place.

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Anyway, me and a friend of mine we were just feeling pretty disgusted after finding out something la. It isn’t pleasant at all and I just gotta get it out of my system.

So today I was doing the Hokey Pokey song and I was seriously quite out of breath after the song, must talked at the top of my voice to the children la (to remind them which body part is next) then must sing la, must shout HOOOORAYYYY! after each verse la. WAH I TELL YOU. TIRED TO THE MAX.

Me: “Friends! Aunty W is sooooooo tired! Can I sleep?” and plus a few questions la. When I noticed this boy talking to one of my colleague who was in the circle together with me. Now now, for me, classrules are always set before the class and one of them is, “When Aunty W is talking, please keep quiet and listen to me.”

So I was like asking JL (I’m protecting the child’s identity ok!) why is he so busy talking when he should be listening to me.

And he was like,

“I’m trying to talk to Aunty Jiajia..”

“Why are you trying to talk to her?”

“Because I want her to tell you to zip.. zip down. *starts to do a zipping kinda action near his neck* so you can breathe..”

HAHAHAHAHAHA. OH MY GOD. DAMN CUTE AND SMART PLEASE. Because I was complaining that I’m so tired after the song right? He’s actually referring to my uniform’s zip which I always zip it all up. And he wants me to zip it down a lil! Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Anyway I continued talking to him la. I love conversations with kids.

“OHHH! You want Aunty W to zip it *playing with my zipper* down? Why?”

“Cos lidat then the aircon can blow in..”

*mad laughter from my other colleagues*

Guess what?!

He pointed at them with his finger! And went,

“Eh! Don’t laugh ah! I am talking a serious thing here hor!”

YOU TELL ME. CUTE A NOT?! PLEASE LA, MAD CUTE!!!! 3 YEARS OLD ONLY!

“Ok JL! Thank you for showing your concern to Aunty W! I will zip it down ok?”

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Another one! This class is the younger age group class around 2+ therefore their pronunciation on some of the words ain’t that accurate. This boy, WR, was telling me how he lovesssssss Spiderman. The thing is, he pronounced it as, Piderman. Without the S infront. So I was actually teaching him how to pronounced it the right way and after a few tries, he got it right! Smart boy.

Then I was happily observing the other children when I heard someone talking in the background. Turns out WR was actually teaching his friend how to pronounce Spiderman okay!!!

He was so serious teaching her as well!

“Spi-der-man. Ok?! Not Pi-der-man. SPIIIIIIII-der-man.” In exactly the way I taught him okay! I dragged the first part, to let him see how to form the S sound with the tongue, lips and all and he totally can remember it and even teach his friend la!

That sentence he roughly repeated around 5 times? HAHAHA! And his friend totally just want him to keep quiet I guess cos she was like,

” Ok ok ok ok ok!”

HAHAHAHA. He can be a great teacher, just need to learn to be more patient with his students. Hahaha. See, kids have the power to just make a mundane day at work so fun!

Mad mad loves.

DON”T SAY I NEVER WARN YOU HOR.

VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED PLEASE.

I’ll rate it a M18.

WOOT!

absooooolutely wicccccked!

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And you know that at the end of the day, I’ll come running to you.

If you ask.

I will.

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It sucks. Cause now I’ll have to slowly get my contacts back, have to go down to the shop and get my replacement SIM card and all. Urgh.

Whoever that took my handphone, I wish that you’ll have  pus filled warts/acne/pimples/boils all over your ass.

I know that the bridges that I’ve burned along the way
Have left me with these walls and these scars that won’t go away
And opening up has always been the hardest thing
Until you came

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don’t let go
This feeling I’m feeling is something I’ve never known
And I just can’t take my eyes off you
And I just can’t take my eyes off you

I love when you tell me that I’m pretty when I just wake up
And I love how you tease me when I’m moody, but it’s never too much.
I’m falling fast, but the truth is I’m not scared at all
You climbed my wall

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don’t let go
This feeling I’m feeling is something I’ve never known
And I just can’t take my eyes off you
And I just can’t take my eyes off you, off you, off you

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don’t let go
Oh, this feeling I’m feeling is something I’ve never known
And I just can’t take my eyes off you
And I just can’t take my eyes off you

ps: what really attracts me to this picture is really the heart shaped jello and peanut butter. awwwww. imagine receiving this on a monday morning! totally just sets everything right for the rest of the day/week.

kaiwenleow

I love @amandaislove for she always makes e effort to date/meet me on a v regular basis! about 4 hours ago via TweetSG

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amandaislove

@kaiwenleow Awww love you too! But that’s what friends are for! It’ll be wrong if i only look for you when i need help right? Haha. about 2 hours ago via web in reply to kaiwenleow

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kaiwenleow

@amandaislove hahaha yes, tts just.. damn jian isnt it? only to go find someone when they need their help .tsk. about 1 hour ago via web in reply to amandaislove

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amandaislove

@kaiwenleow Haha i just think it’s damn pathetic of people to do that. Glad to have you as my bestie! At least i know you love me! <3 about 1 hour ago via web in reply to kaiwenleow

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So, what is a friend to you?

Mull over it.

My sister, a radio junkie, introduced this song to me after listening to it on 933FM.

我的妈。 真的，唱到我心坎儿里去。

I think, 只有累计了很多恋爱/人生的经验才能唱出这个味道。不容易去诠释。可是，很喜欢它的歌词， 非常的有意义。

Just wish to share with you some of their stories.

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“When my mom was pregnant with me, her and my dad would go to the beach.

One day she complained how she hated not being able to lay on her stomach. She went to go to the bathroom, and when she came back, my dad had dugg a hole in the sand for her stomach to go in.

His love GMH”

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“A while after my grandfather died, my grandmother peeked into a pocket of his wallet that she’d previously missed.

Inside was a note, written by my grandfather on his deathbed. ‘Anne, the past 40 years have been as pleasant as a June breeze. All my love, John.’

His very last love-letter GMH.”

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“Earlier in the summer I was at church and the pastors were doing announcements.

During the announcements, they mentioned a couple who was celebrating their wedding anniversary. It was their 75th. The husband is 102. Every one cheered for them to kiss.

They made out.”

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“Today, I was walking in a dog park.

I reached this really steep hill, and noticed someone rolling down it, laughing the whole way. At first I passed it off as a just a kid. Then I noticed that it was a woman at least 60 years old, and that her husband was waiting at the bottom of the hill to catch her.”

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“I was at the mall the other day when I saw an old couple sitting together. The man looked over at the woman and said,

“Jane, we did it. We grew old together.”

The look in her eyes GMH.”

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Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Seriously, ain’t it sweeeeet?! If you need more doesage of such heartwarming stories, click here or follow them on twitter!

男人说谎，是要让自己觉得好过。 而女人说谎呢，是要让对方好过。

我们选择欺骗，是因为不想伤害深爱的人。 我们不是故意的， 只是没有伤害对方的勇气， 所以才隐藏真正的答案。

Beeeeautiful sunset in Sentosa.

A relaxing date with Jeanette in the evening. It’s actually more of a pre-mini-bday celebration for her, since tmr is her birthday! Good food with great ambience spent with one of your best friend never goes wrong. Especially with her.

Check out the 2 kids in the foreground. Holding hands skipping towards the beach. Awwww. I love watching kids having a good time.

I’ve to stretch my hand up like this so that I won’t appear so short when in comparison. She is damn tall okay! As tall as Joey! 20cm taller hor! Always feel so protected when I am with her. Hahahah!

Me: “Girl, come, I take your pictureeeeee”

Jean: “Go away Go away Go away”

Some things just don’t change don’t they? Even after 5 years. Awww. But aiyah, she just say for the sake of saying it la.  She’ll always gladly oblige in photo-taking sessions with me.

Unflattering angle. Pif, check out my fat arms pls. Like its fat enough as it is lor. Still this angle. Walao eh. Check out the gorgeous daisies. It’s definitely becoming one of my fav. flowers after sunflower. Jean commented that this picture is super “me”. Hmmm. Right. Hahahah.

(pssst. I’m totally loving how the pictures turned out for e day! All thanks to the setting sun!)

I think strangers won’t really have the impression that we both are actually such goooooooooooooooood friends. Like total machi kind. Our differences are everything on the outside and it stops there. From our thinking to preferences, it’s scarily alike. Meetups with her are always something for me to look forward to cos I know I’ll be truly enjoying myself. I can whine to her without feeling self conscious. We can go crazy over handicraft items. We share the same kind of humour and we love talking in our c.m.i british accent. This love is amazing I’m telling you.

We ordered quite a lot for our dinner. Its to compensate for our missed lunch. So we ordered Fried Button Mushrooms for the starters, and Grilled Salmon for our main. And a refreshing cool slushie to wash it all down.

Filled to the brim please! Here are the pictures!

Our drinks before it’s stirred. Pretty eh?

Colourful daisies against our white table. A wonderful contrast.

And when nightime falls, each table is given a lil jar containing a small flickering candle. I love candles. It just gives this warm glow to everything. Don’t you think it will be uber romantic if you were to go to this place with someone you like? Totally can just get lost in the converations and be oblivious to everything around you, since you can’t see much anyway. It’s seriously quite dark, imagine la, I actually have to bring the candle closer to me when I am digging for money out of my wallet. So, yeah. Romantic.

Our table is super messy. Walao. The waiter also never help us clear first lor.

We bought this together at Diva. Hahaha, its so primary/secondary school-ish isn’t it. Best Friends. Oh wells, we happy jiu hao lo!

(Anyway if you’re interested, we spent 38 per pax on our meal at Coaste tonight. It’s a tad on the pricey side but I think we’re paying more on the ambience. Besides, if you go between 7-8pm, you can even get to see some performance from Songs of the Sea! Bring a girl there and I’m sure she will be loving it. Sompa. Besides, the food which we ordered is 2 thumbs up so we’re both very happy customers for today. )

Anyway, HAPPY 22ND JEANETTE TAY!!!!

MAD LOVESSSSSSS!

Life will be califragilisticexpialidocious if my days are peppered with beach holidays.

No itinerary, perhaps sometimes with a companion, sometimes alone, gotta see whether I can find enthusiastic and free ppl!

Just imagine.. long lazy days at the beach. Sipping margurita or a citrusy smoothie, depending on my mood for that day. I will go snorkelling and find nemos and sea turtles. Perhaps even learn how to scuba dive (I wanna learn pls!!! Before all the corals shrivel up and die!! Thats what e divers told me when I was in Redang last yr!) so I can take wonderful marine pictures with my handydandy camera! Lotion-fied myself so that I can bake under the sun every bloody single day, and when it gets a little bit too hot, I can just go have a dip in the cooling soothing seawaterrrrrr.

Ohhh, I’ll travel light. Beachy clothes are super flimsy and short what. Bikinis don’t take up much space either. Ah, shades. Huge shades that cover at least half of my face. Love beatle shades. N flipflops, my fav footwear. And I’ll just prat about doing.. nothing basically. Play with babies if I manage to meet any, make new friends and give them e false impression that I am a super friendly girl (when i am not, i am grouchy and short fused) , take loads of pictures, create memories, stuff myself silly with ice cream or ice kachang, depends where I am I supposed.

Ohhhhhhhhh yes.

I definitely need to get a pink mat to make the holidays perfect. A pink mat won’t go wrong. Pastel pink or hot pink is fine but I really do prefer pastel pink. It will be even better if the resort somehw or rather provides huge and soft cushions for the holidayers. I need pretty floral rubberbands too, to tie up my hair, I really love those frangipani ones. Or chiffon flowers. Just flowers, since flower in a girl’s hair nv goes wrong.

It will be even better if I can get to travel on a whim. Too stress? Wanna get away from it all? Just pack and go only. Even better if I have a machi who can do this all e time with me.

After all you will need someone to cam-whore with right.

HAHAHA. TOTALLY RAMBLING OFF IN THIS POST.

]]> http://luckytickle.com/2010/03/04/next-stop/feed/ 4 kaiwen 3557866317_5678d7f927 http://luckytickle.com/2010/03/04/google-translator/ http://luckytickle.com/2010/03/04/google-translator/#comments Thu, 04 Mar 2010 05:13:19 +0000 kaiwen http://luckytickle.com/?p=5356 ]]> It’s crap. I am serious. I just copy and paste a paragraph of chinese words to see how the engine is going to translate it to english and I can only say the standard of it can put our Singlish to shame (and it’s already bad enough, so can you imagine how bad it is?)

I copied this: 有些对象在你生命刚开始出现的时 候呢，你会眼睛一亮。 然后你会觉得，就好像火花一样灿烂。 但当你冷静之后，你会觉得这只是人生中小小的点缀。 就像路旁的路灯，你开车时一盏一盏的亮起来，但到了最后你会发现，你最想回去的只有一个地方.

It gave me this: Some objects, in your life when it just began to appear, you will eye-catching. Then you will feel, like, like a brilliant spark. But when you are calm, you will find this is only a little embellishment in life. Like a street lamp, when you drive a bright one up, but in the end you will find that you most want to go back to only one place.

Ok la, the meaning is there but…er-hem. Mai hiam buay pai la ah.

睁大你的眼睛，看清楚。懂吗？所以，有时候，爱情不能只用心 ，也得冷静的用用我们的脑，来去思考。

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